hobomianlife: mango, do you think i am a dickhead?
mangogiraffe: no. why?
hobomianlife: i'm just making sure, lol.
mangogiraffe: okay. just cause all this happened doesn't mean you are a dickhead.
hobomianlife: haha, i don't know, i'm weird, cuz whenever i make a mistake, i feel like i failed everyone else and am a dipshit.
hobomianlife: i don't like making people worry.
mangogiraffe: you're bound to make someone worry at least thirt-five timin your life time. so, maybe you should gte used to it.
hobomianlife: like did you hear me say to my mom that i was sorry for always dissapointing them and being a failure?
mangogiraffe: yeah, and i dont think you are a failure
mangogiraffe: we all make mistakes
hobomianlife: but i am a superhero.
mangogiraffe: i can believe it.
hobomianlife: well, i've escaped death so many times that's why when i say i'll be fine i say that, cuz i know i will be.
mangogiraffe: you gotta be careful though. one day you might not be okay.
mangogiraffe: you can't base your experiences off of previous experiences.
mangogiraffe: if that makes sense.
hobomianlife: yeah, i know.
hobomianlife: it's just weird, like no matter what i do, or how shitty i feel, i will say i'm okay, or i'll be okay and i always am.
mangogiraffe: well, obviously some kind of unknown force is keeping you here.
mangogiraffe: your deeds on this planet are not done. i suppose.
hobomianlife: yeah it's called the devil!
Jul 25th
Check Out This Bullshit!
rocksthevan86: i got new sk8board yesterday after my ridiculous group interview
mangogiraffe: was that a good ridiculous
mangogiraffe: or a bad
rocksthevan86: ad
rocksthevan86: *bad
mangogiraffe: oh shoot why
rocksthevan86: they split us into 5 groups
rocksthevan86: and each group had to come up with a team name/chant and mascot
rocksthevan86: my group was dumb enough to name us Mary Do U Wanna
mangogiraffe: oh my
rocksthevan86: so yeah, automatically i guess we fucked up
mangogiraffe: yeah
rocksthevan86: then, we had to pick any item in the store and market it to our group members
rocksthevan86: i picked the rubics cube
mangogiraffe: nice
rocksthevan86: and we marketed it, but we sent some girl in to market it to the whole, and she did well
rocksthevan86: then, a dance routine, yes, we had to make a dance routine
mangogiraffe: wow that sounds awesome
rocksthevan86: no
rocksthevan86: i was already screwed with my group
rocksthevan86: because they are idiots
rocksthevan86: we were tied in 3rd place or something
rocksthevan86: with two other groups
mangogiraffe: hm oh well
mangogiraffe: so the winning group got a job?
rocksthevan86: thats what an employee told me before I was about to walk out
rocksthevan86: but another older employee told me to stay
mangogiraffe: oh?
rocksthevan86: yeah, so ive no idea- i got so many mixed signals
mangogiraffe: well, maybe you will get a call back
rocksthevan86: like when i got my skateboard, the guy who was running the interview put it together
mangogiraffe: that teams thing is gay though
rocksthevan86: and for the most part, he did not look at me
rocksthevan86: which i just found completely rude as fuck
mangogiraffe: yeah
mangogiraffe: maybe it's not a place you should work anyways
rocksthevan86: yeah, too corporate- and far
Jul 15th