The Strange Thoughts of Bernadette

2008

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August 283
July 108
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Warch Watch
“it shows an artistic mentality to produce a video by using creativity instead of Hollywood...
Jul 31st
Warch Watch
“i think i’m in love, but it makes me kind of nervous to say so.”
Jul 31st

Nicole Comes Home Friday

thank god. i am getting so bored without her around. i think rehab actually may of changed her...
Jul 31st
Warch Watch
Jul 31st
everyone knows my Sidekick is like my child, but lately i...
Jul 30th
the fact that i have a blog about Final Fantasy VII right above a conversation about Comic Con makes...
Jul 30th
so, i worked quite early this morning. things went well though. i stayed up all night, went to work,...
Jul 30th

I'm Proving Morgan Spurlock Wrong

in the past week i have ate more McDonalds food than i ever have in my life. according to Morgan...
Jul 30th
Jul 30th
so, it is about 1:15am. i work at about 6:45am. i slept about two hours earlier, and now i cannot...
Jul 30th
this is probably my nerdiest post ever. today while...
Jul 30th
mangogiraffe: HOW WAS COMIC CON?
killsunny69: so much fun
killsunny69: i have severe comic con hangover
mangogiraffe: i wish i did
mangogiraffe: *tear*
killsunny69: http://www.flickr.com/photos/shotlivephoto/2707328942/
killsunny69: thats my costume
mangogiraffe: :O
mangogiraffe: lum?
killsunny69: yes!
mangogiraffe: i think i have a boner somehow
killsunny69: hahahahaha
mangogiraffe: i wish i actually had the balls to walk around in a tiger print bikini.
killsunny69: well for me
killsunny69: it is normal
killsunny69: ^_~
mangogiraffe: this is true.
mangogiraffe: did you give a lot of strangers boners?
killsunny69: i am thinking yes
mangogiraffe: then mission accomplished.
killsunny69: winxxxx
mangogiraffe: nothing is better than giving a an anime fanboy a boner because his favorite anime female is in person in front of him. almost.
Jul 29th

after an hour of posting photobucket...

i am actually surprised i posted as much as i did. it’s just so weird looking back at that...
Jul 29th
Prom 2004. disreguard the date.
Jul 29th
honestly, i have no idea who this girl is, but she thought i...
Jul 29th
June 24th, 1990.
Jul 29th
Kutztown Fair 2005.
Jul 29th
i apparently had nothing better to do when i was in band. ...
Jul 29th
my love for this beverage was a little strange.
Jul 29th
always the life of a party. so much so in this case that my...
Jul 29th
this used to be funny.
Jul 29th
we haven’t talked in probably four months.
Jul 29th
i used to have an obssession with this drink. i look back,...
Jul 29th
i haven’t seen her in a year.
Jul 29th
Web Page Design/ Desktop Publishing 2006. probably my...
Jul 29th
i don’t think i talk to any of these girls anymore.
Jul 29th
Prom 2006. i am a totally different person now. it’s...
Jul 29th
Jul 29th
somehow, i used to be proud of that job.
Jul 29th
i used to be an asshole. yes, this has a story. i gave it...
Jul 29th
Late Night Walmart Adventures 2006!
Jul 29th
“Heeere’s Johnny!”
Jul 29th
here’s the original packaging for the board game...
Jul 29th
if you look closer though it was expected that the mother...
Jul 29th
i really wish i knew why this was on my photobucket.
Jul 29th
i miss my hair being that nice.
Jul 29th
god, i was so cool in high school.
Jul 29th
first indiefucks post. “oh hay guys. so, i was at a...
Jul 29th
i thought i was fly as hell.
Jul 29th
oh, man i wonder whatever happened to this cat. it was such...
Jul 29th
i have such a terrible sense of humor.
Jul 29th
once upon a time this picture made me laugh for a half hour.
Jul 29th
Jul 29th
just a few months back all i did was play this game. i...
Jul 29th
i guess it is photo-memory-day.
Jul 29th
this was taken on x-mas day. that was one of the worst days...
Jul 29th
i can’t believe how happy i was here. even more so i...
Jul 29th
now this little guy i miss even more.
Jul 29th
while doing the whole “make your own indie rock...
Jul 29th
by far my best.
Jul 29th
second attempt.
Jul 29th
first attempt.
Jul 29th

Make Your Own Indie Rock Band.

1. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random The first article title on the page is the name of...
Jul 29th
Warch Watch
again, and again, and again, and again. such a lovely tune. another band i plan to see live.
Jul 29th
the next event i plan to attend. i don’t really think...
Jul 28th
if you are ever really in need of a laugh. i guarentee this...
Jul 28th

Last Night

was kind of interesting, but only because i ended staying up with Ryan to watch movies. i am really...
Jul 28th
“With the coffee sitting around getting cold at...
Jul 28th
stuff like this just baffles me. seriously, coffee art? i...
Jul 28th

I am Apparently A Fast Learner.

today was my first official day of training with Bucks County Coffee Company. i was actually kind of...
Jul 28th

this is one of those days

That I like to think of as pointless. I really haven’t done much of anything. I’ve been...
Jul 27th
Warch Watch
this sounds even better live.
Jul 26th
Warch Watch
this is the song that got me hooked on Sean Lennon. “Headlights” “What if I told...
Jul 26th
Warch Watch
Macaulay Culkin looks so weird all grown up, and making out with chicks. but that is what makes...
Jul 26th
Warch Watch
“This same guy made a ‘Don’t Stop Til You Get Enough’ vid. He must be a big...
Jul 26th
Warch Watch
this song has been stuck in my head all day. Combat Baby by Metric “We used to leave the...
Jul 26th
my hands hurts. i spent way too much time playing Guitar...
Jul 26th

Today

Ryan and I visited Cas at the Horsham Clinic. on the exterior it looks goregous, but then you go...
Jul 26th
i’m hired! yes, already. i just filled out an...
Jul 26th

Sometimes I am TOO Modest.

umbra decor: he's lame.
mangogiraffe: yeah...
umbra decor: you'll fund a cuter, better guy
mangogiraffe: i know i will
umbra decor: I know you know, you're levelheaded
mangogiraffe: haha indeed i am
mangogiraffe: sometimes too much
umbra decor: lol
Jul 25th
i found this in my bag today. it was from my trip to NYC...
Jul 25th
Warch Watch
“In 1969, a 14-year-old Beatle fanatic named Jerry Levitan, armed with a reel-to-reel tape deck,...
Jul 25th
hobomianlife: mango, do you think i am a dickhead?
mangogiraffe: no. why?
hobomianlife: i'm just making sure, lol.
mangogiraffe: okay. just cause all this happened doesn't mean you are a dickhead.
hobomianlife: haha, i don't know, i'm weird, cuz whenever i make a mistake, i feel like i failed everyone else and am a dipshit.
hobomianlife: i don't like making people worry.
mangogiraffe: you're bound to make someone worry at least thirt-five timin your life time. so, maybe you should gte used to it.
hobomianlife: like did you hear me say to my mom that i was sorry for always dissapointing them and being a failure?
mangogiraffe: yeah, and i dont think you are a failure
mangogiraffe: we all make mistakes
hobomianlife: but i am a superhero.
mangogiraffe: i can believe it.
hobomianlife: well, i've escaped death so many times that's why when i say i'll be fine i say that, cuz i know i will be.
mangogiraffe: you gotta be careful though. one day you might not be okay.
mangogiraffe: you can't base your experiences off of previous experiences.
mangogiraffe: if that makes sense.
hobomianlife: yeah, i know.
hobomianlife: it's just weird, like no matter what i do, or how shitty i feel, i will say i'm okay, or i'll be okay and i always am.
mangogiraffe: well, obviously some kind of unknown force is keeping you here.
mangogiraffe: your deeds on this planet are not done. i suppose.
hobomianlife: yeah it's called the devil!
Jul 25th

I had an interview today

for that nanny position. they guy was cool, i suppose. he took me to Applebees. i ordered a veggie...
Jul 25th
since Nicole’s in the hospital soon i started reading...
Jul 25th

Last Night

was probably the longest night ever. Nicole ODed on Wellbutrin, and her friend Ryan and I had to...
Jul 24th

Guess I'm Not Moving To Lititz

which is cool and everything. if this nanny thing doesn’t go thru Nicole and I have some...
Jul 22nd
czech out this terrible angle. i’m actually finally...
Jul 22nd
i might have a job as a nanny soon. if i ever actually have...
Jul 22nd

NYC

i just got back from NYC around 3am. it was a long weekend full of several different...
Jul 22nd
It was so fucking hot today. I drank all of these in two...
Jul 21st
Brooklyn was Insane
Jul 21st

Right Now I'm on the bus up to NYC.

It’s a little bit boring, but I can’t complain. My group kind of got a bit seperated...
Jul 19th
Enough Said.
Jul 19th
such a creepy thing to find on an ice cream freezer.
Jul 19th

Just trying this out

From my sidekick.
Jul 19th

Update On the Living Situation

from the way things are looking it seems that i will be moving in with my Dad down in Lititz. that...
Jul 19th
Going to be in NYC today. Hopefully the Cloverfield Monster...
Jul 19th
i’m going to be one of these soon. no, not a...
Jul 17th
as of 10:00AM tomorrow i am apparently evicted from my current place to live in Reading. i...
Jul 17th

Check Out This Bullshit!

rocksthevan86: i got new sk8board yesterday after my ridiculous group interview
mangogiraffe: was that a good ridiculous
mangogiraffe: or a bad
rocksthevan86: ad
rocksthevan86: *bad
mangogiraffe: oh shoot why
rocksthevan86: they split us into 5 groups
rocksthevan86: and each group had to come up with a team name/chant and mascot
rocksthevan86: my group was dumb enough to name us Mary Do U Wanna
mangogiraffe: oh my
rocksthevan86: so yeah, automatically i guess we fucked up
mangogiraffe: yeah
rocksthevan86: then, we had to pick any item in the store and market it to our group members
rocksthevan86: i picked the rubics cube
mangogiraffe: nice
rocksthevan86: and we marketed it, but we sent some girl in to market it to the whole, and she did well
rocksthevan86: then, a dance routine, yes, we had to make a dance routine
mangogiraffe: wow that sounds awesome
rocksthevan86: no
rocksthevan86: i was already screwed with my group
rocksthevan86: because they are idiots
rocksthevan86: we were tied in 3rd place or something
rocksthevan86: with two other groups
mangogiraffe: hm oh well
mangogiraffe: so the winning group got a job?
rocksthevan86: thats what an employee told me before I was about to walk out
rocksthevan86: but another older employee told me to stay
mangogiraffe: oh?
rocksthevan86: yeah, so ive no idea- i got so many mixed signals
mangogiraffe: well, maybe you will get a call back
rocksthevan86: like when i got my skateboard, the guy who was running the interview put it together
mangogiraffe: that teams thing is gay though
rocksthevan86: and for the most part, he did not look at me
rocksthevan86: which i just found completely rude as fuck
mangogiraffe: yeah
mangogiraffe: maybe it's not a place you should work anyways
rocksthevan86: yeah, too corporate- and far
Jul 15th
i guess my days as a vegetarian are over. that was a total...
Jul 15th

This May be Gross

i haven’t showered since like three days ago. i feel so fucking gross nasty, but that’s...
Jul 15th
Reminder to Self: remember to buy more polaroids, and a...
Jul 15th
i want to get this tattooed on me at some point. just the...
Jul 15th

I NEED to stop ranting about my current...

mangogiraffe: btw my moving date has been moved to sept. 1st
umbra decor: ah
umbra decor: alright
mangogiraffe: yeah. gives us more time to hang out
mangogiraffe: the way i look at it we wont be able to get enough money for the 1st of august
mangogiraffe: but seriously i wonder if i'm going to be able to stand being around michelle that long
umbra decor: yeah
mangogiraffe: like last night i wanted to kill her cause she texted me about doing laundry
mangogiraffe: "are u really that lazy that you couldnt fucking finish ur laundry before you left. and who knows how long it will be before u come mangogiraffe: i couldnt get in the house
mangogiraffe: and so what she acts like laundry is the biggest deal in the world
mangogiraffe: i am nineteen, and i think i am pretty damn clean for my age
mangogiraffe: some times i let things go, but that's natural.
umbra decor: yeah
mangogiraffe: for her to react like that is just fucking childish.
mangogiraffe: and she didnt even text me that until like 8:45pm last night
Jul 15th
Warch Watch
“A long time ago, we used to be friends But I haven’t thought of you lately at all If...
Jul 15th

I have rarely had the chance to go to...

Kutztown and Reading are both the worst places to live when it comes to seeing shows. Sometimes they...
Jul 15th
Siren Music Festival is in NYC on Saturday. i’m...
Jul 15th
watch out for the Cli-to-saurus Rex.
Jul 15th
“Clitoris? That sounds like some sort of dinosaur.”
— Kai Fentross
Jul 15th
Warch Watch
this song completes me.
Jul 15th

September 1st

that’s when moving is official. it’s fucking crazy dude. my roomate is awesome as shit...
Jul 15th
This shit is like magic.
Jul 15th
“My one aunt had a fucking cat named Axel Rose. We only fed...”
— Nicole Cassidy
Jul 15th
Warch Watch
“I had tender feelings that you made hard But it’s your heart, not mine, that’s...
Jul 15th
this actually looks pretty dreary.
Jul 15th

another fuckin' blog

i actually really like the set-up on this shit. so, i figured i’d start a new blog for this...
Jul 15th